"So I look in your direction but you pay me no attention, do you?"

I said hi to you when I saw you but instead, you go over to my friend and butt in in her conversation. Nice one.

Gosh, I think you hate me.

<i>Hey now,
The past is told by those who win
My darling,
What matters is what hasn't been
Hey now,
We're wide-awake and we're thinking
My darling,
believe your voice can mean something</i>

Berns
Sab
Laws and Kizl
Menggay
Binky
Supafly
Stick
Lulu
Bea
Anna
Bugs
Camille
Ai
Tasha
Chloe

You scare the daylight out of me but I like you a lot, did you know that? Maybe you know that since you're so vain.

I like you a lot. Do you hate me for liking you that much? Or do you hate me for existing?

Shit. There is no more daylight in me. You have no idea how much you freak me out.

I wrote your name on the batch board. I hope you don't mind. I really like you.

Katol was great. The best part of the show was when Marc came onstage and fixed Laws' hi hat. That was so cute. The both of them were really red. Marc is really cute. He and Laws should end up together. She should like him. I don't remember the people chanting "Kiss! Kiss!" Sayang. Oh well. Anj's outfit rocked. Haha. Long sleeves, shorts and slippers (TSINELAS).

Dreading band practice tomorrow. I don't wanna sit in a room with three people that do nothing but bicker, complain and blame each other. I'm sad that the band's splitting up after San San's party but maybe it's the right thing to do. I'm just really sad we weren't able to learn A Praise Chorus.

It's a Saturday night and what the hell am I doing at home? No one is online. Malamang. Sabadong gabi ngayon eh. I'm so fucking bored. I have absolutely no life. My fingers are so calloused from last night's band practice. I'm in love with Schnabel's guitar. Mikee! I now know how to play most of Only One. The second chorus confuses me and I have to learn the solo and stuff. Oh, and I learned how to play A Praise Chorus (or at least I tried to) and it's so fucking hard. Or maybe it's hard coz my fingers are really red and blistered. It's a wonder how I can still type. Kandila's going. Aww damn. No one interesting to talk to anymore. How very unfortunate. I am bloghopping. I drank three glasses of water over dinner and it has caused me three bathroom trips in thirty minutes. Nyrg.

Happy New Year to everyone. Thankfully, I was in an optimistic mood last night and in the mood to celebrate and eat. I realized that I don't eat when I'm sad. I'm not an emotional eater like many people (according to Oprah).

For once, I wasn't dreading the part where we had to write our resolutions and wishes for the upcoming year and what was so great about the past year. I used to think that New Year's resolutions were stupid because I never followed them so they were useless. One thing on my list is to cut down Internet time. I'm online for too long and it drives my mom up the wall. So I must cut down. Can you believe I've only been online for 42 minutes and 16 seconds? Well, the second time today.

Haay... What you told me last night... *melts*

The little things that you do are the ones that make me smile.

You can make my heart melt, my knees weak, my hands shake, my words fade, my stars move.
I want you so badly, you have no idea.

But I know I can't have you.

You know what sucks? You used to want me, too.